Today's really boring , Celia made me cry . :X . Did not go to church today , cause Yi Yue had something on . I just dont understand why am i trying so hard . If there's something wrong with me , seriously , just tell me la . Unless what you want is really ignoring , i really have no choice lor . I've been trying to cover up what i had been feeling for so long . & i still am . How long will i be able to cover up ?